Survive - Gabrielle

I dont wanna talk about it
It makes me wanna cry
Every time I pour out my emotions
I feel emptier inside
I don't know how to play it like
I'm not in love with you,
But I'll try
Even though I do...still

(Chorus)
Miss you
Just like the air that I breathe
I need you
With me
I'm not gonna lie
I cant imagine my life
With out you but I
Suppose I will survive...

I'm not gonna play myself
Every time my cell rings
Checkin for your name
I promise that I'll never tell
You how I feel
And I know that you dont feel the same
Did you think that you could hurt me so
I just gotta let you go
Everytime I find myself alone
ooooh I...

(Chorus)

(bridge)
Dont try to explain
Why your love's changed
Boy you really broke my heart this time
I wont let it take away my pride
or Who I have inside
Boy I'm torn between every thing
how could I feel nothing
I woulda done anything
If it would mean
I could make you love me
You're the one I need
But you still believe
We can never be...

And I miss you
More than the air that I breathe
I need you
With me
I'm not gonna lie
And I can't imagine myself
With out you but I
suppose I will survive

I'll be fine, dont worry about me
I'll be okay.....

birthdayy !

im so sick todaii =(
its just the friggn allergies though , spring allergies to be exact . i've been putting on this asian herbal stuff and its magicc :D it works amazingly well !
anyways , my birthday party was a few weekends ago , i just wanted to give a biggg thanks to everyone who showed up: Stephie L. , Cody T. , Priscilla C. , Dat N. (BIGGGG thanks to Dat for working on sat and cooking for us . thanks soo much =]) , Johnny , Francis G. , Mikey L. , Jerry J. , Lydia C. , Matt Z. , TeeJay P. , James L. , and my bheybii Jc S . Thanks everybody !! it means alot .
cause alot of ppl actually cancelled LAST MINUTE on me or didnt even show up . a big thanks to those who actually got back to me =]

So friday was BPs . i was a little annoyed with some things , but in the end everything worked out =) Moe H , Muhamed J , and Hoda H surprised me with a little birthday song from the entire Boston Pizzas . hahaha thanks guys =) then some of us came back to my place and we chilld , play a little xbox360 , then headed off to Richards Pub . There we met up with Matt L. , Sam W., and Robert A. =) thanks for coming out guys .
altho for some reason , Richard's was full of sluts . i think there was another party going there or somethin . but mann the clothes that those chicks were wearing , mite as well have nothing on dears . hahahah

Saturday was Japanese Village . This worked out pretty good actually =)
although i was a little disappointed in the ppl who told me they'd show up , and ended up not showing up at all , but thats okay . i had a good time =)
So Dat , Priscilla C.'s bf , cooked for us ! and it was really goood . he did this egg trick thingie , even though he missed and cracked the egg , it was amazing :O i was like whoaaa and woooww ahahah . it was damn pro .
I got a present for TeeJay P. !!! it was so cuteeee
Afterwards we went to Prohibition =) It was only James L. and I at first m but then everybody began to stream in =)
thanks for the shots everybody , so yes , i did get drunk eventually . >.<
i dont remember how many shots i took though but yeah , in the end it was an amazing day . THANKYOU :D
Big thanks also to Mr. Jerry Jin (XJShots) who took photos for us ! so proo !

offending&insulting ???

so , i was waitin for the 134 today . at city centre . and there was a bench outside . and there was a lady sitting on it . and no one else beside her . and i look around to see if anyone else wanted to sit , so i sat down next to her to wait for the bus . she gets up and mutters " [something] ... chink" and moves to a different bench . and im sitting there like wtf did she just say ?
how rude !

lalala ~

sooo i decided to start a bloggie thingie just cause its a pain for me to keep signin into livejournal in order to post a comment on my friend's posts =]